Tuesday, 4 March 2014

Twenty

After a lot of thought and consideration, I've decided to move on and start blogging again. The old one was full of memories and some really made me burst into tears every time i read them, so i left it there to die for the past few months. And then I have no idea why I can't view my baby blog now when i'm ready to start a new page.

I don't know exactly what I'm going to do to this blog YET, but I figure I can make it up as I go along. Probably the same as the old one, just a little bit of my life, when i remember to update. But i'm pretty sure i have tons of little things in life to share, as you all know it well, in the age of twenty, there are just too many cute, interesting, unexpected things which surprise you everyday. And in this age of wild and crazy, insane and extremely frivolous, we're all happy, free, confuse, and lonely at the same time!!

Twenty, and finally no more teen! it's a little inconceivable, why people grow up so fast??? I remember those days when i was flying with peter pan and thinker bell, and then the lunch box days, and then the ' i am no more a kid, stop treating me like a kid' days.
but eventually we grow up. you know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales. But now, it feels like i open my eyes and the fairy tale disappears. But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has the smallest bit of hope, or faith, that one day they will open their eyes and the fairy tales will come true.

Remember when you were five the adults asked you what you want to be when you grow up? you giggled and said PRINCESS.
When you were ten you spend all your day with bunch of friends, you were chasing each other at the paddy field, no fear no pain no worry
And when you were fifteen you had your first puppy love, you said you want to marry him and you thought that he is the only one.
At the age of eighteen, you can't wait to leave home, you were looking forward for somewhere new, somewhere you never been to, college, friends, and a new bed to crawl into.

Finally twenty, you got all what you want, learned all the lessons, you found home is the best place to go, and life, it doesn't as easy as it seems.
But you're TWENTY , and still going up.